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1. 9
   Jan
   

   No post tonight. V v sad. Tired of spouse having to travel. Mostly succeeding at not taking my mood out on kids. More benign neglect than I would like, but they are safe, fed, warm, and have books and toys at their disposal. Better than me forcing something and overreacting. Hoping little one sleeps well tonight. As much as I enjoy co-sleeping, it will be nice to get a break on Wednesday. Tomorrow will be busy with new things; not looking forward to it. Am expecting tears. Sad because can’t go on m’s field trip. No one to watch the baby. House is not a complete wreck and kids cleaned rooms with minimal stress.

   Nine days and NO fast food!